So close yet still so far away.
I met up with our friend, and he let it slip about another girl. I always knew in the back of my mind it had to be someone but I never expected it to be her.
Only hours separate us from seeing each other again, but the feelings I have about all of this are killing me. I’ve been waiting such a long time for this moment to come long, and I don’t want what I know to ruin anything.
I won’t bring it up, you can count on that. I’ll file it away under things that break my heart and make me want you more.
I love you and I miss you, which are two things I shouldn’t. I never should have from day one, but let’s be honest. This is me and this is you.
Knowing what I know and still wanting you regardless means I don’t care. You’ve ruined me, remember? I don’t want anyone else but you.
