May 2012
33 posts
Everything hurts now that you’re gone again.
Waiting a week to see you is hard. It’s as hard as I knew it would be, but that doesn’t make it any better.
Now that I’ve lost my distractions for making the time go by, I’m left with the deafening silence and emptiness of being alone, waiting for you.
I can’t wait to see you again, and I don’t want you to...
I did it. I found the courage.
It’s been almost six months since I’ve seen or talked to you face to face, but I had to by the end of the night. I would have regretted my whole night if I hadn’t. I had my friend tell you I was here while I stood back a little bit off in the shadows, and watched as your face lit up in surprise as you scanned your surroundings. It was a good...
I saw you. I didn’t go say hi, and I don’t think you even saw me. I turned around and more or less hid in the corner trying not to make eye contact. I’ve dyed my hair since you last saw me, but not enough to not know its me. I chose to let you be for the moment, but when I gain the courage to say something later tonight, you’ll know. The sound of your voice takes my breath...
I probably mean nothing to you anymore.
Dear Future Love,
notestomyfuturegirlfriend:
I should just stop caring for you so much. I think about you constantly but if you’d like to replace me… Well I understand. Ive never been worth the fight before, so why now? Just know, you’re beautiful and kind and your smile makes my heart race and all i really want is to hold you in my arms until you toss me away. I’d hold you until the fuckin world ends if you’d...
Dear Future Boyfriend,
notestomyfutureboyfriend:
I’ve met you. I’ve found you. You could’ve been anyone but it had to be you. I hope you want it to work out as much as I do because I will wait for you (however long it takes). I’ll wait until you’re ready~ Just be sure you want me too, okay? I break easily and being broken by you… well, let’s just say don’t hurt me please. All I can say is that I’m in love with...
I’ve ripped out four pages of this letter now, not being able to find the words anymore when the first part came so easy.
Keeping it light and thankful made things flow so easily, but now I don’t know how to tell you about before.
That sounds so silly of me, this never used to be hard. I’m trying so hard not to be the me I am now. I’m talking like I used to, only...
I went on a date with a boy.
The first date I’ve been in since I decided I need to move on from you.
An old friend, both of us trying out the “more than friends” to see how it would work.
It was horrible. I’ve never felt so uncomfortable, belittled, or hurt on a date before, and especially not from him. He became upset with me after I refused to kiss him in the park,...
I’ve spent my entire shift at work thinking about you and anxiously counting down the days until an airplane brings us together.
I don’t know whether to be excited or dread that day, but it will come soon enough and I’ll see your beautiful face in front of me, feel your skin and the warmth and comfort of your arms wrapped around me in a hug. Whether its a polite hug or...
April 2012
45 posts
I woke up this morning with this song stuck in my...
I woke up this morning and found myself missing you, but in a different way than before.
I don’t want to be mad at you anymore.
I don’t want that to ruin the next time I see you. I want you to be happy and I want me to be happy.
I wish you the best and I will always love you, but there’s no use keeping on this way.
I realized last night I think I ruined anything...
I believe that everything you say is worth...
Wanna know why you're hurting?
staypozitive:
you’re being attached to someone who’s being distant towards you.
you’re paying attention to someone who ignores you.
you’re making time for someone who’s too busy for you.
you’re too caring to someone who seems careless towards you.
you keep waiting on someone who keeps stalling on you.