January 2012
29 posts
1 tag
Looking back on it, calling me seeing you “a slap in the face” is definitely an understatement. It hurt so much more than it should have, and that’s my fault for loving you too much for my own good. I know I’ll see you again in a few months, and while that won’t be nearly enough time to recover, I’ll be looking forward to it because I don’t know how to...
Here we go.
I saw you for a brief moment, and you looked at me like you had no idea. Daniel on the other hand remembered but didn’t say anything, but you. You had that public facade for the situation we were in. I expected that, but it still shattered my heart. I’m sitting in my car literally gasping for air, sitting in the parking lot.
I’ve never felt this horrible about something before...
Heart shattering in 3, 2, 1.
So close yet still so far away.
I met up with our friend, and he let it slip about another girl. I always knew in the back of my mind it had to be someone but I never expected it to be her.
Only hours separate us from seeing each other again, but the feelings I have about all of this are killing me. I’ve been waiting such a long time for this moment to come long, and I don’t want what I know to ruin anything.
I...
“The scariest thing about distance is that you don’t know whether they’ll miss...”
– The Notebook (via eletheowl)
December 2011
30 posts
“I gave you my heart. That’s all that I can give. And if that’s not enough for...”
– One Tree Hill
redrumred:
I wanna marry you one day.
One day way, wayy into the future; but I wanna marry you.
There are so many emotions running through me right now.
So many thoughts crossing my mind.
So many things.
The doctor says my pulse is irregularly high.
My heart beats fast when I think of you.
Lately that’s been all the time.
You’re killing me slowly.
Come save me from myself.
